I need him, because I Love him
Another week pass by. A lot has happen. But, I can say I can find clarity in my life right now. Something sure. Something worth fighting for. And its my man, Mr Cali.
I was involved in an accident couple weeks ago, and it was bad, really bad. Not only I hit a dog, but also another car,which is parked in the sideways. We were lucky that our car but the car, because we would have broken to two, if we hit the pole .
I was shaking, traumatised. One thing popped up in my mind is I broke Mr Cali baby white car. And I hit the dog. And when I finally step out from the car, I saw another car with broken door, and I was thinking, did someone died?.. I was trying so much, and I don't know what I'll do if Mr Cali wasn't there.
He was so calm. He grabbed me first, calm me down and start making calls. He was so dependable since I am crying and shaking. After a while, people start gathering and asking him stuff and I can see he started to feel uncomfortable. I know that face. So, I finally take over. I calm him down and let me do the taking. Since we are at my mother-tounge speaking are, so its better if I'm the one do the talking than him.
I can see people looking at him like stranger, because he looks different. But I convince them that he just like us. Then people start to talk and give ideas on how to settle things appropriately without annoys him.
And this is where I think I found my clarity.
I always thought that he is younger than me by age, but he was actually more mature than me. He handle things so calm. He ask opinions from me. He loves so much, bit doesn't suffocate me. And the endless effort. Ahh, I just love the effort. I love when he really show that he loves me. In front of his family, his friends.
He said I was amazing. Amazing?? I never thought someone would say that about me. Because it always like I know everything. He always ask me things and somehow I always knows thing. But I feel happy when someone say that. I need it.
So for me, he may not be a perfect boyfriend who will be with you 24/7 ushering you everywhere you want to, fair skin and play really good guitar. But, for sure, I know he will be the Best Husband because he loves me, more than anything in the world, not even his money, not even his Baby White car which hit over a dog and another car. I know he will fly over to me if anything happen to me, and i know i can always can count on him. I know his love infinite so I want to return that love by giving everything of me.
I need him, because I love him. I can't imagine life without him. And I want spend forever with him.
P/s I Love You, Mr Cali.
