Chapter 5 : The Time You Thought of Ending your own Life.

Been more than a year since i left the Challenge. Forgive me.


I have thought of ending my life. Even though i was name Appy, it doesn't stop me from thinking like everyone else.

There are times where i feel so hopeless, so unwanted, tired and doesn't have the strength to face  another day.

I thought no one will love me anymore, but I hold on to the quote where God wont give challenge if He knows you cant handle it. And these challenges are the stepping stone for you to grow up. You just have to get over it, go through it or step on it. Whatever makes you feel strong. Or just sleep on it. :)


Whenever you feel or thought about ending your life, REMEMBER, there are people who wish to be alive for another day.

Keep praying and Everything will be alright.